Week 10
I´m having great times right now, I know it is like last month or two in my life when I´m regular high school student. I´m still without any responsibilites, but I know that soon it will be over. I won´t go to University as a regular student and It scares me, because so many things are going to be unknown.
I know that University would be boring and I don´t want that. I want to try it differently.
Week 11
I live so great life right now. I´m improving in every aspect of life. Only thing that pisses me is poker and this blog. I don´t put in those time I would like to.
I will have to change it, only 2 months of school left. Then the will come in 
Week 12
I played only two days this week. It was week full of joy, one of the best I will remember.
The reason why I didn´t have time is because I spent it with my friends and my girlfriend. I don´t remember, why I didn´t play on Tuesday (surely some bullshit excuse). But on wednesday I went on Chinese National Circus (some vid below). I recommend it to every one, I´m little bit interested in gymnastics, so it was like second Christmas for me. They are really terrific and breath-taking. Our body is our biggest gift and they use theirs best I´ve ever seen. Nowadays I´m not doing gymnastics, because I want to focus on olympic weighlighting at first, but I´m going to change it and finally buy rings.
On thursday I went shopping with my girlfriend, I bought a new suit for 250 bucks on sale from 500 bucks. It is an italian suit, really great quality. In Czech Republic suit for 500 bucks is quite expensive. On Friday I went to birthday party of my friend. It was awesome party, I didn´t have to drink alcohol to have so much fun. On Saturday we went with my classmates take pictures of ourselves, it is something like yearbook, we were dressed in 50´s. I´m glad I´m staying with them to the end. In the evening we wanted to get some new contacts with my friend, so we went to ball dancing. I´ve met 5 same minded guys, so I´ve got 5 new friends
It was great ball.
Well, something remarkable happened. Friend of mine offered me a post in students summit delegation. It is simulation of United nations. I will be held in Prague for 5 days, on Thursday I´m leaving. The problem is I hadn´t visited any of 5 previous workshops (which are preparation for this conference). So I got to compile data in 3 days, rest of delegates got like half of a year, so I´m studying like 12 hours in row. So I guess no poker for me till next tuesday or wednesday. I´ve got very great geographical knowledge, so I think I can make it and dont be ashamed. I think it will be great experience for me and I will me lot of interesting people. Cya guys and wish me luck I´ve got nothing to loose and lot to gain
I´m few days back from Prague, but I don´t have time to write a report.
I will write one soon... and also month review etc...
Report from Student´s conference.
I really hadn´t known whether I would be able to participate. I was delegate of state Qatar in simulation of UNESCO in UN. Qatar is very rich state, it has got biggest GDP on head (100 k bucks)... In comparison Czech Republic has got only 27 k per head and USA has got 50k. That means Qatar is able to support every agenda...
The first day was opening ceremonial in luxurious hotel. I´ve got speech infront of 400 people. It was really scary and that is the way how to get out of comfort zone.
We´ve got 3 agendas on schedule. I had been scared that i wouldn´t be able to get enough information and that I wouldn´t be prepared properly. The first agenda was list of nominated sights that should be included in UNESCO list. I was lucky, because another Arabian countries hadn´t written nomination reports. So first negotiating day was free for me and I was able to watch and learn from other 50 delegates in UNESCO room. It was very long day (negotiation lasted 10 hours) and I had hangover from previous night. I got smashed, because my wallet with everything had been stolen from my hotel room :X and my girlfriend wanted to brighten up my mood, so she took me on dinner ♦ I don´t drink alcohol, so I was drunk after 6 beers :X
Another day and another agenda was ahead of me. It was approach to knowledge and it has got very positive feedback in Qatar. I finally got into negotiations and with little bit of intrigue we almost pushed Arabian resolution, which would be huge success, because only 10 Arabian countries were in UNESCO. But in the end we lost and then I lost interest, because they started to babble about general things. We left with my girlfriend two hours earlier and went to historical Prague. It was awesome I was there like hundred times and It is breath-taking every single time. I recommend everyone to visit Prague.
Last agenda and last day of negotiating was Women in science and technology. Opinion of Qatar on this topic is also positive, so I was almost without work. Ofcourse we came 3 hours late, because we didn´t want to be bored by babbling. Nothing interesting happened. Later there was ending ceremony, which lasted forever :X
In the evening there was ending party in some University club it was awesome, we got to know better.
On tuesday I returned back home.
I have to say It was great experience for me. I´ve got like 30 new acquaintances. I found out I don´t want to be politician anymore, I would have to kill them all ♦ 10 hours of babbling and nothing gets done.
I´m sorry I was lazy to write this post... I´m not going to play and probably even post for next month, I want to study and enjoy last time with my classmates Cya in June, guys.
Hey guys, I´m back. I will be returning to poker in few days. Everything is great, I graduated excellently I enjoyed my holidays, work awaits me now. I´m going to write to Gordon and I hope we will make some deal if possible.
I´ve got lot of issues which I have to solve. I have found out that I´m not so great person I thought. I have lot of problems with anger, which I should focus to work instead of other people. I discovered all this issues thanks to my girlfriend. Before her I was very stable person. She is not the problem, but I am. I found out I´m jealous and insecure. She is first girl I truly love and I can´t imagine I would lose her. That makes me jealous and firstly I didn´t know why. And because I don´t want to be annoying boyfriend which would only chased her away I started asking other more experienced person about jealousy and also I started to browsing web. There are two main opinions.
The first one is from people in long relationships, who think that jealousy comes with true love, especially in youth.
The second one more scientific opinion is about that jealousy is ilness which comes from insecurity and low self confidence and everyone should try to heal it.
There is problem, I have no reason to be low self confident. I was one of the smartest kid at our High School. I´m still teenager :), mentally I´m like 10 - 15 ages ahead my friends, I have athletic body even I was fat 3 years ago and all my teenage years before. Thanks to genetics I shouldn´t be bald all my life. I´m swarthy (which is valued in our society only with white people). I achieved lot of successes. For example I was able to get from friendzone with my best friend. ♦ I love studying, trying new things, I´m very open minded. Whole life is ahead me and I´m positive, because I´m going to achieve anything I want.
I don´t agree with both. I think that a bit of jealousy is necessary to show the other person that you care about them. But too much is unhealthy and yes we should work on our confidence. Also everybody and me especially should realize that we don´t own other persons. They can whatever they want, especially if they are adult. But also they will have to carry consequences. And another thing everybody should realize that we can´t force anyone to love us, we can only make ourselves worthy of love.
Cya guys, I should be in touch soon
