Venting
I decided to set some goals up, i got a win rate of 1.2bb/100 over 35k hands at NL25, i must be doing something right :f_biggrin:, or wrong, at least its positive, heres the graph, i have a lot of work to do to, if i want to accomplish my goals.

Number of hands played 449
Profit/loss -$53
Bankroll $1150
Mini Goal Play 20k hands and check out my win/loss rate at NL25 - Complete +1.2bb/100
Mini Goal 2 Play another 20k hands and beat previous win rate at NL25
Long term goal develop a 10bb+ win rate at NL 25
Analysis
I was playing for about 350 hands, before i made my first mistake, variance was not on my side,i was a bit card dead, i was getting 3bet constantly and my top pairs were dominated postflop, and my cbet bluffs just kept getting called by middle and top pairs, i kept repeating to myself, remain solid, its just a little turbulence, it wont be forever. I am actually really surprised, about how much tilt control i had, usually id 3bet treble barreled air, or called some guy down with bottom pair by now, so there really was some improvement here, moving on to the hands.
I wanted to talk about these 2 hands, the first hand where i have JJ on this low paired board, i donked here because the guy to my left was a fishy player, he called as expected, now something out of the ordinary happened, and the TAG reraised, at the time i couldn't work out why i made the all in, even though i new he had a set, its clear to me now that this was injustice tilt, this regular player foiled my plans of winning a big pot vs the fish, so i tilted and shoved. I have been running really well recently apart from the last 2 sessions where even then without my mistakes i would of lost about half a stack,
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Poker Stars, $0.10/$0.25 No Limit Hold'em Cash, 6 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
Hero (SB): $25 (100 bb)
BB: $25 (100 bb)
UTG: $28.84 (115.4 bb)
MP: $27.54 (110.2 bb)
CO: $59.90 (239.6 bb)
BTN: $73.27 (293.1 bb)
Preflop: Hero is SB with J♥: J♠:
UTG folds, MP raises to $0.75, CO calls $0.75, BTN folds, Hero calls $0.65, BB calls $0.50
Flop: ($3) 5♥: 5♠: 2♠: (4 players)
Hero bets $2.50, BB calls $2.50, MP folds, CO raises to $7.50, Hero raises to $24.25 and is all-in, BB folds, CO calls $16.75
Turn: ($54) K♠: (2 players, 1 is all-in)
River: ($54) 6♣: (2 players, 1 is all-in)
Results:
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$54 pot ($2 rake)
Final Board: 5♥: 5♠: 2♠: K♠: 6♣:
Hero showed J♥: J♠: and lost (-$25 net)
BB mucked and lost (-$3.25 net)
MP mucked and lost (-$0.75 net)
CO showed 7♣: 5♣: and won $52 ($27 net)
Here is the second hand, after the last loss, this spiked mild frustration in me, witch caused me to make a play like reraising the flop here multi-way, with a weak hand, this seems to be my pattern when i am losing money, i seem to be very aggressive to win pots, i believe it to be related to, tieing my confidence to short term results, i make these aggressive plays in order to win and regain my confidence, since i have realised this, i am much calmer less frustrated when things don't go my way, and if i aint making mistakes with these kind of things still, its because i already know what is correct.
Because i knew i was running bad, i actually called his hand to QQ
Spoiler
Poker Stars, $0.10/$0.25 No Limit Hold'em Cash, 6 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
SB: $77.18 (308.7 bb)
Hero (BB): $25 (100 bb)
UTG: $30.26 (121 bb)
MP: $35.37 (141.5 bb)
CO: $27.39 (109.6 bb)
BTN: $22.82 (91.3 bb)
Preflop: Hero is BB with 4♠: 6♠:
UTG folds, MP raises to $0.62, CO calls $0.62, BTN calls $0.62, SB folds, Hero calls $0.37
Flop: ($2.58) Q♠: 4♥: 3♦: (4 players)
Hero checks, MP checks, CO checks, BTN bets $1.25, Hero raises to $4.75, MP calls $4.75, 2 folds
Turn: ($13.33) 4♦: (2 players)
Hero bets $8.49, MP calls $8.49
River: ($30.31) 9♦: (2 players)
Hero bets $11.14 and is all-in, MP calls $11.14
Results:
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$52.59 pot ($2 rake)
Final Board: Q♠: 4♥: 3♦: 4♦: 9♦:
Hero showed 4♠: 6♠: and lost (-$25 net)
MP showed Q♣: Q♦: and won $50.59 ($25.59 net)